The Outsider

Where do i begin? 
I should have never let you in (let you in) 
I feel you crawl in my skin, my veins run cold 
You're the twitch in my spine,and the burning in my throat 

I'm just a victim of this hollow hope instilled in me 
From the ones who said they stand behind my dreams 
I'd burn the world just to keep you on the outside 
This is what you've created. I'm fucking dead inside 

I've locked myself away 
I crumbled down to my knees and began to pray 
I've lost all hope in this vivacity 
Drifted far away 
Will I ever find my way 

I'd burn the world just to keep you on the outside 
This is what you've created. I'm fucking dead inside 

We grew up together 
Divided countless times but still found each other 
You threw it all away, I wish I could but how could I stay 
Friends aren't forever it's just bullshit and cliche 

You paved the way to my passion 
Helped me build and achieve my dreams 
You've done nothing for me but rip me apart at the seems 
With every fleeting moment I wonder if i'll ever be forgotten 

For those who stand by my side, show me a brighter way of life
I need you to hold on tight, never let me go, don't let me out of sight