Channelling

Underhanded my whole life
My own devices
Shattered my soul twice
Lost so much that mattered
Staying trapped in an old fight
Lost and gravely scattered
On the path of the cold pipe
Thoughts so stained and hazardous
I had to remold like
I'm never lookin back and I don't give a f*ck
I have to win
I spent too long my crooked past
Wont rip me up in half again
I crawled up outta hell too many times
And that's an understatement
Met the devil looked him in the eyes
And said Im done with playin
Absolutely had it with these rappers and they babbling
I'm back to bring these cats to school
Get back to the extravagant
This wack shit fuckers mumbling to tracks is
Just a cancer with
A freshman class like that we're on a path to
The unravelin
Absolutely had with the back and forth in battle when
I'm passionately passin thru
Each chapters more extravagant
The fastest course to remove any bastard source of cancer is
The path I plan to see forth and the active source I'm channeling
And you can best believe
My best is yet to bless a beat
Aim it at your head
And turn your fucking face to shredded cheese
The name you love to hate
That you can't wait to see his death conceived
Undiscovered legend of expression
In this hectic league
The game is just a bunch of actors
Saying what impresses teens
Glorified abuse of xanax
Borderline obsess with lean
Horrified of normal life
And so inclined to let it seem
They Gangster to the core inside
But mortified to set it free
And that's at least to me
It seems like all I see is fiends
Afraid of being who they are
That compromise to be a king
All the lies embellishment
A constant thrive extreme in greed
Fabricated fraud exchanging heart and pride
To peep a dream
You couldn't catch me
Switching up so you accept me
I'll lay up in my grave
Before I'd wait in line to step weak
My state of minds displayed in rhyme
Come rain or shine I bless heat
Not looking for a way to sell my soul
To buy Respect G
Absolutely had it with these rappers and they babbling
I'm back to bring these cats to school
Get back to the extravagant
This wack shit fuckers mumbling to tracks is
Just a cancer with
A freshman class like that we're on a path to
The unravelin
Absolutely had with the back and forth in battle when
I'm passionately passin thru
Each chapters more extravagant
The fastest course to remove any bastard source of cancer is
The path I plan to see forth and the active source I'm channeling
All I got is just my word
And I'm disturbed to think of
Perpetrating just to see some herd
Buy nouns and verbs I think up
Murdering a form of art
Just to see my worth increase some
Purely to extort a life I don't invite
Or birth my peace from
I Ain't having it
My game is too elaborate
The testament obtained
Inside the vegas I inhabited
A rage within my tainted mind
I aim and try encapsulin
The best display available
Emblazed in my establishment
I came from gangster shit
Solidified my name wit clips
Identified a sense of pride
Was only found by hitting licks
But when I tried to make it on my own two feet
I hit and missed
Cuz all the time I could've been inventing Mine
I didn't since
The only thing within my mind 
Was smoking out and getting chips
I coldly drowned and slid and died
And only now I'm getting fixed
Knowing how I get inside 
I slowed it down and didn't flinch
Came back with something whole 
In sight of throwing out my winning pitch
Absolutely had it with these rappers and they babbling
I'm back to bring these cats to school
Get back to the extravagant
This wack shit fuckers mumbling to tracks is
Just a cancer with
A freshman class like that we're on a path to
The unravelin
Absolutely had with the back and forth in battle when
I'm passionately passin thru
Each chapters more extravagant
The fastest course to remove any bastard source of cancer is
The path I plan to see forth and the active source I'm channeling
I spent a lotta time stuck in the past
Tried giving up it wasn't time
Cuffs and a crash
Changed everything
Must've been destined for somethin
Cuz the direction that I'm headed
I ain't never been up in