A Sudden Eerieness

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Jesse Schuler

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Patient one
Name, *distortion*
Age, 20
I really hope this experiment will work
Humans are
Emotional beings
It seems that we have lost touch with
What the true meaning of this world really is
Hopefully, this procedure will be able to
Spark our world with hope
Now let's begin
I've learned a lot in the last 20 years
I'm trying to get better
I said I'm trying to get better
I'm making myself happy
Conquering my thirst
My hunger to get better
The last thing that I need to survive
Is decent shelter
On purpose I'm partially blowing shit
Out of proportion
A portion of greed is what leaves
A child a stranded orphan
Possibly I've recognized
This person that I've jeopardized
Struggles to apologize
But couldn't see it through his eyes
A new era
"New era" is what I tell myself
A new soul
New flesh to forgive myself
Some new flows, some new love
Some new hoes
A new warm, some new drugs
A new cold
No new foes
I will make myself happy
Tired of being post-traumatic
Tried to pose as sympathetic
Diamonds while I kneel in heaven
Idealogical instead of logical
It's posed a threat to
Posed a threat, it's posed a threat to
My image, my art
But it's a mask for lacking creativity
From the start, I've made it this far
By being a lying manipulator
Tied to piece of papers
Exaggerate my soul
And find the answers later
Well who I was at first
It's really hard to see me
Disguising as an artists when God's hand
Will never feed me
Imposing beliefs and then post to my feed
It's called culture
Exposing police and then living through tweets
It's called torture
Go
Believe in my dreams
Then maybe my soul will be affected
By the word that's "redeemed"
I met this man who taught me fortune
For his body to be found in a ravine
The puzzle, the piece
So what's it fucking mean?
I'm posing for you all
I've shrunken down my words
And now my confidence small
Life imprisonment I call it
Life sentence in walls
Matter fact a box
A proud fox to Pound Dog
Loud talks to mal thoughts
To end's all
Changing my whole system, beliefs
Then probably core
Out of body the experience just for it to be torn
By a dichotomy, self love is what made me
Doubt in me, I will proudly say
The old me had died
Cowardly
Now this a new beginning, can't possibly
Be the end
My mind is an Animal Farm
My sword is my pen
I punctured my skin then let the ink in
Then let it mix in
Tired of being viewed as an anti-social embodiment
Lobotomy's a post-decaption of peace
A parliament
Passing off as a peace treaty
A niche accomplishment
Pessimistic to optimistic is what I plan to be
I control my destiny, don't need you
Or your pandering
Plan to release all my old habits
Pleasure to meet my new self, action
Coming out of my skin is harder than I thought
Everything is changing so fast
I'm ready for the gift that we call life
Cause all I wish I wasn't
Is everything that I was

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