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Strayous

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I'm dead and I'm gone
I'm hitting my phone
I'm trying to tell them that this is my last pill I probably should get up go home
I won't ever fucking see you again
All my fucking life I want it to end
All my life it feel like I was pretend
All my misery it calls me its friend
When I get all my money I'll blow it
I'm dying inside but I really don't show it
You fucking with me? Then you really the lowest
No one fucking with me so I'm hitting my lowest

I'm trying just to be alright
It's really getting harder to fight
I'm in the dark where the light don't shine
I'm in the park just tryna get high

I'm lost and I don't know what to make it
Everyone hating so I just be baking
I'm shaking I'm flaking
My heads always aching
But I don't be faking
The drugs that I'm taking I'm making
And I'm thinking about rest
Who will I be when I am at my best
He talking so much so I aim at his chest
You know I don't stop until I see his flesh

I wake up, regret
Always in debt
My locked doors I check but I'm getting no checks
I know I ain't lookin my best
All they do is really hate on me
They see what they always wanted to see
But all I see is people trying me
I'm so tired I just want to be free

I'm lost and I'm losing
But I am just cruising in
All of my demons they come and they ruin it
I am not fooling
My life is so grueling and
The void always follows I just gotta go

They always just want me to put on a show
I do not know
Where did you go
I'm always alone
Just empty I'm clone
My life down the drain so I know that it's thrown
I don't even fucking care
I see your face everywhere
I'll never be ok if they continue to look my way
I'm seeing your face everyday left with the reminder that I just threw it away

I think I threw it all away
Think I lost my mind today
I think I'm left here just with pain

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