Idol

by Amanda Ghost

Amanda Ghost (born Amanda Louisa Gosein) is a singer and songwriter from Enfield, North London. After an initial period in which she performed as a solo artist, she formed a band which performed under her name, and of which she was the lead singer. From February 2009 until December 2010, Ghost was …

Year: 2000

I can see it, I can feel it
Rushing in my veins
I don't like it, I don't hide it
See it in my face

But I....don't want, to wait...
For I....have lost, my faith....
Where can I find myself an idol
Somebody that I can look up to

Be big enough to hold me close in their minds
And never let me down
And all these stupid conversations
That always seem to lead  nowhere

They're going round and round and round in my head
And they'll be back again, they're coming back again
Its not fair, I still care now
Were always alone

Honesty and modesty will never find my home
But I... will never say....
When I ....have lost my way.....
Why can't I find myself an idol

Somebody that I can look up to
Be big enough to hold me close in their minds
And never let me down
And all these stupid conversations

That always seem to lead to nowhere
They're going round and round and round in my head
And they'll be back again, they're coming back again
Can't take it, can't take (don't throw it away) 

Can't take it, can't take it, their coming back again 
Can't take it, can't take it (don't throw it away away away)
(Don't throw it away) 
Can't take it, can't take it (don't throw it away away away away)