..c",)_I am a friendly but most of the time I spent alone in my room or look for a quite place to hanged out and do some right up's about my sentiments in life and reminisced my past experienced. I am sometimes emotional but I can managed myself not to be obvious to anyone, in short I'm a secretive person. My love life has full of challenging stories and sometimes I get amazed that everything happened without even noticing it. Loving someone is one thing that makes me happy and even gives me inspiration to achieve and excel more than what others expecting from me. You know guys, let me share this things to you - I am not an expressive in action but for your assurance deep within me I treasure you and love you.
Let me share:
...Quite a long time since I wrote my sentiments in life, my frustrations, sorrows, pains, and sufferings. No one really knows the truth but me. Now and then I keep on smiling and talking with people whom I know and knew me since childhood, people who have just enter into my circle of friends. The people whom I called "Friends", but neither of us know if the word "friend" really exist or were just pretending to be one of a kind. They are the people who doesn't really know me but pretend they could tell every single detail about me. They're just making foolishness out of curiosity. I've met a lot of people that comes from different walks in life. There are some who are wearing a masquerade, win your trust and in the long run you are the loser. Some people are stupid enough to fool me never heard of what has really gotten me. Sometimes it’s really painful when you reveal yourself and the truth but nobody believes you, when no one speaks but you need to hear some words. When all your hopes were gone and the only thing that left to you is faith, when all your friends are gone in times you’re down and needed them most. I can only depend on any writings. This is my way of expressing me, my true feelings, my only way to feel better, to acquire strength and most specially to feel the presence of a person you truly miss.
….You have to suffer sometimes the consequences, sometimes you to give up for the sake of a friend, for the sake of love and for the sake of loosing that person because from the very start you have not win him/her. There’s always a hard time making decisions, it involves risk and sometimes you hurt people.........................
...i'll continue writing some other time. Thank you for reading my sentiments in life.
Jul 07, 2010 04:42am · Comment