Holes

Are you in this hole that I’m climbing out of? Been here for weeks was I even thought of? Sat here for days thinking how the world had wronged me Well if I blamed your face it was the devil who told me Are you in the clouds where my head has been lately? If I take a leap will you reach out and save me? If I take too long, will you give up on me? If I lose myself will you come and find me? 'Cause I’ve been dancing without you too long And I’ve been dreaming nothing much since you’ve been gone I’ve been waiting for you here in this hole If it was your hand that saved me I didn’t know Are you in this heart that feels so empty? If you are would you come and show me? Are you in this place that’s so quick to forget you? If we saw your face we wouldn’t even know you Are you in my cries for mercy and love? I’ve got what I need but it’s just never enough Are you at home sitting all by yourself? Your best love letter sitting on the shelf I was dead wrong thinking I was head strong Lyrically complacent in a spiritual basement to say the least Influential with the potential to stay fresh as a crease I put the rest in the peace, he put the death to the beast So I could rise on up out of Saigon, becoming trial strong Although this last miles long, I choose to smile on And carry these torches back into my fortress To expose these holes that feel like blows to the nose My present condition of brokenness keeps me searching for hope in this Is it hopelessness? Sometimes it feels like I’m fighting me Soul searching for light in me, All I gots a mic and me Not really trying to justify these actions Just trying to rekindle the passion that set my heart apart So help me find that spark that set my heart apart