Sober Up

I broke down a while ago Finally picking up the pieces Memoirs I had are undefeated I feel depleted I don't talk to God as a matter of fact I plead with At times I hate my reflection and others I'm conceited Half the time I'm arrogant other times I'm vengeful At times it's to convince me, at times it's to convince you Done a lot of wrong but I ain't never felt resentful Its been so many times I've lost track of who to repent to Half the time I'm in the cut Don't want you to notice me Roll with me and you'll see that I'm only awkward socially Half the time I'm spiteful, double barrel rifle I owe so many payback I fee l like I got the right too So if you need a case in point you can refer to Budden And it will prove that pain killers never murdered nothing All it did was make me succumb put ice in me Now revenge is the place it takes me from I'm strong [Chorus] Strong enough to catch contact (?) Smell it as soon as you get in my ride See with me, rules never apply Don't tell me how I should live my life Put your seat back, got it if you need that You should really f-ck with me Tell me if you wanna ride or die, la la la la la la la la Listen up as the center reports My inner thoughts are like a inner war Head exact as a trembling force on my mental ward Men are distraught Every word from his sentence the boss It's brought to you like the people your minister's Porsche Tight roping on dental floss Before the haters begin to get lost Coke and weed got my temperament off But why would my temper get lost When as soon as the temperature frost I'm probably Having intercourse in a resort Criminal report, pricey condo's at a minimal cost My train of thought ain't as simple as yours So if our paths happen to accidentally cross I pray that you can overlook all my miniature flaws Until then lets let the bass kick Take the shots great I don't see a need to chase it Trying to fight the urge til there's something to replace it I welcome ya'll to be my co-pilots on this spaceship [Chorus] Yo, me and the game would get so blunted We'd order take out from the Chinese stores They make sure you bring change for a hundred Rob em, safety on the metal's off Figured if we beat the breaks off em Then how the f-ck was he gon pedal off Some live and die by the high, I was born by it Since Pac gave my mom the needle like go on try it Got me feeling like ain't a nigga can harm me So I go and scoop a mommy that wanna come join the army She was so militant, disciplined, diligent So I whispered to her, bet you wouldn't mind shilling it I got to know her on my sofa I gave her my honorable discharge and she took like a soldier Since she the type you gotta watch when she come around Really she only get high so she can come down Lost her when I said she ain't gotta settle Once you start to handle life you'll be on the same level [Chorus] Crooked I When I was five this what my father said I should have pulled you out and left you on your momma's waterbed You asked me, my poppa's dead Alcoholic jeans from him since a toddler bottle fed Put me on your stainless I'm brainless, I'm a hollow head My life was the craziest Surprised I'm even walking, can you blame me if I'm atheist But I ain't Stephen Hawkings I know God is in my radius I can see him walking in the face of an innocent baby but not when preacher,s talking My people sleep in coffins I miss em I'm breaking Down in the face of a bad bitch that I'm supposed to be taking down Baby ride while I'm crying, I'm dying inside Cause my pain is beside a giant leviathan and I'm hiding from the World They hit me with everything but the kitchen sink How ironic? same place I vomit when I lick a drink Apparently I need to get a shrink How can therapy take care of me when I don't give a fuck what niggas think! [Chorus]