My Final Letter

Ignorance is bliss, but I'm fallin' into red Dead sea, red sea, place that I fed In my first experience of death, used to be not this drowned out Lost within earshot Too many memories and images affecting me Designed to keep me from killing me Drowning in blood and tears, pulled onto a boat by a figure with rabbit ears Seems like he's done this before, tall man calmin' down the endless disturbed Who was that calmed down the melody, used to the remedy, seek serenity Opps on his back, white rabbit hits me with familiarity I think he's family Grandfather holds the clock, I remember, I remember I remember my Tata telling me this story, even in his death that he found it important Or maybe as a child, it was the honest diversion, didn't know he's dying until the next morning Is he proud of me or what I am doing Got a tattoo, my own allegory Time didn't stop when he stopped, it keeps going I continue with his name on me White rabbit's now sick, should've listened to his thoughts Now all I hear is tick counting down on his watch Man, am I, continue of change with the name over time Man, I'm fried, what's the time Don't be shy, let's go for a ride Give it a shot, let's give it a try Show me something, open my eyes Good morning me, did you sleep well Did you wake up feeling good Did the light and the wind and the smell and the sounds All seem like they're brand new and fresh this morning Is each and every cell in your whole body awake and alive now Today, you are who you are today, see You're still me, but you're a newer version You're still me, but you're a newer version You equipped me when I see a suicide Now all I pray is mourn me when I die Didn't expect to see it several times Fall into this pit with tears in my eyes Should never feel like it's no surprise That's where I was at, expect the demise Closed myself off, went to Wonderland Burned down Neverland, good, don't die young Not out of fun, youth, don't die young All this is dumb, wait till someone Say something needs to be done But for now, this is our war, this is Message to the media's decision That's why I'm at war with that medium Rifels out, scopes on the bad ones Cutting out the cancer with extra precision Hey, thank you everyone Thank you for coming to this show's run Thank you for coming to Act two, not one Power by the sun, just like my wristwatch Wristwatch passed down by my Tata Time never stops, never stops, never stops But this time has to stop, has to stop Otherwise my life stops, has to stop Can't stay mourning forever And this is my last letter To tell you I miss you, yeah I'll miss you And I will keep you in my memories And that's how I'll keep you, in my memories So this is goodbye Until I see you on the other side This is the end of my endless bloody mournings