Depths

We are defined by our torment Can the knee yet be more bent? Our hearts left with scorn and more pain than words can describe I refuse to take another fucking step It's not that my intention was to live in tension Toil in the pain Recoil again and again The mirror shows no more refrain I'll drown in my disdain This fucking black hole Just a mirror of the black in my soul I'll let the waves swallow me whole With no trace left by the tide This undertow won't let me go Don't care to breathe Content to go I want to see I need to know What's on the other side I refuse to take another fucking step It's not that my intention was to live in tension Toil in the pain Recoil again and again The mirror shows no more refrain I'll drown in my disdain This is death This is the depth I've lost my way I know this Just lay me down in the dirt to rest Throw out the key Leave me locked in Leave me to be The person I've been Leave me to be To bathe in my sin From myself I don't need to hide Toil in the pain Recoil again and again The mirror shows no more refrain I'll drown in my disdain I'll drown in my disdain My disdain I'll drown in my disdain My disdain