Hell or Heaven

Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven (Yeah) Couple people try to make a nigga really understand Partying every night, I don’t really need a fucking plan Wanna ball so hard, make a living right inside Japan Loving you once was the reason why it didn’t last Had an honest convo with this mama, she was pretty Asked about her life and she told me come this evening Even though our hearts are in two separate cities Always see the sun, right beside the shallow ceiling Sipping on ice and whiskey Trigger finger feeling frisky Swagger becoming so risky Cup in my hand I’m so tipsy My lyrics are so optimistic We are not one in the same bitch Taking your side on a main trip Different day but the same shits Every day they be casting spells If I had to choose, I would be in hell Play my songs for the clientele When they look at me I just fear their health Making sure that you take the L Oh man, Ima wish you well Damn fam, I can really tell One verse making niggas proud Past tense, man I thought you fell Living my dreams that I won’t sell Training day with the dumbbells Prepping up for the loud yells Fan base, be more than several Diamond bling’s, with the golden medal Seeing clear but you with the devil What path you choosing nigga, hell or heaven? Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Is this hell or heaven? Is this hell or heaven? Ask me now what they used to say They said the boy would never get to win They said the boy would be a hooligan And now the boy’s bringing hell to them Reached down and found gold within The same place they said would be full of sin Now the mockeries turn to fantasies Spots of heaven every place I’ve been Set changes on my own life Told stories just to change lives Ran miles just to chase mics And now the mic stands get the mood right Go against me and it’s suicide Tired of dealing with you shady guys Tried to make all of our grasses greener, but you niggas acted like parasites Oh my goodness, look at what the youth is doing All that knowledge they be spilling I guess hip-hop is still breathing And depression is all on my mind (Is all on my mind) I thought I was one of a kind But reality kicked in and gave me a reason to get all of my motives aligned Now tell ‘em the monsters alive Now tell ‘em the king has arrived Please ‘em that they gotta listen, ‘cause I got some poetry written by Gods This that go to church and feel hope This got pastor saying it’s dope This that mom I’m sorry but I had to do it, ‘cause I wanna run the whole globe They say Sy’D bless ‘em some more You’ve been through hell and it shows Now give ‘em heaven on earth dawg I swear your soul will be gold All them drugs you did ain’t shit Nobody’s perfect, you’re a kid Momma told you, you gon’ get it, now you got it, such a bliss Melanin within your skin Angelic thoughts within your brain Heavens calling, answer to it nigga, you gon’ let your light shine bright Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Is this hell or heaven? Is this hell or heaven? I've been over working, now my music playing Heard the news is spreading and my life is changing After paper chasing, now I'm getting’ blessings While I'm giving lessons, hoes are busy flirting Twerking and dirty dancing Niggers hating instead of taking lessons Busy stressing, asking stupid questions Second guessing while you overtake I’m not storytelling Even if I was, it got a happy ending Take a look at my lifestyle changed out There ain’t handouts Got your favorite rappers all freaked out I just came to the game and I'm bright like the moon and the bitches are scared I'm running the streets and I'm killing the beat while you stuck in your lane The wannabes making you a shadow of fame, get that to your brain I'm feeling the beat while you feeling the heat and you going insane If seeing is believing, you gotta admit it I'm in it to win it, you fellows don’t see it So shut up and listen ‘cause I ain't gon’ repeat it I'm the beast, I'm the freak, I'm the A in the crew Sneezing niggas busy catching the flue Caught them sleeping wish they had a clue Kudala ngiphanda like my name is Designer Cause I got the balls and the zeal and desire You fellows are hating and tryna conspire Ngeke nilunge I'm so strong like a tower Just like the Guptas controlling the power and I'm firing the shots while you fumble misfire Boom, boom, boom, boom, now you wanna seize fire Love it or hate it, believe it or not, I'm just like messiah I'm saving your fans from the shit that you making Taking over your thrown and the crown that you claiming Niggas be like I’m the king in this game You short-sited, deluded or blinded by fame Check your time, this heaven or hell Well I'm kicking your monkey ass back to your cave, and I’m sticking my name Which street are you from and what pain do you know You were well fed and well raised, you got education so give us real music, stop acting like hoes Just like Lamar I'm tryna murder u all Ain’t my caliber, you niggas are fraud I’m the Excalibur, the magic sword Life fast forwarding to a hell or heaven Is this I'm in hell, walking through flames Societies asylum labeling names Placing pictures in obscure frames. (Sir. Dame. Royalty fuck this monarchy) Hypocrisy Tryna push this poetry, in this insanity Devilish mind your hell’s below you, mine’s inside of me Accumulating money and power, desires causing an intellectual apocalypse Flow animated, Zootropolis Can't stop this shit (Fuck this conscious shit) Where the bitches at? Got my Mac on, took a bite of this apple, Adam and Eve/a Mendez Fuck a fake friend, fuck the pretenders I’m the last air bender Watch this flow blow your mind (Blow your mind) Fuck it Sippin’ on Jameson or that Label shit son You say (Usain) bolt, I say run, saw a shooting star and wished I was one Haha, these fuckers thought I was dumb This that heavenly flow, on some lyrical hell Ain't on your level, I keep it one tenth of a bell Like a young Gorhan to your cell Hit you with that Kamehameha straight from hell Got Hamilton on speed dial Increasing these digits, no redial I be (Bee) high, bazinga (Buzz-zinger) Take a pic of this middle finger Got you caught up, lyrically subpoenaed Suck my penis, I mean this I am Einstein with a lil bit of Jesus Praise the Lord, I'm blessed with these sneezes Hallelujah, I hope this beat gives you seizures Nah I'm playing, shit’s so orgasmic it gon’ leave a fetus Bitches want these features, physical and metaphorically I got these metaphors like Wayne before the Carter 3 Just a star, that's me 2 Pac with a lil bit of Shady Mixed with 3 stacks and some B.I.G Haha nah just playing man, well maybe Life fast forwarding to hell