Black Heart

Loved a lot people that ain’t never loved me back My heart turned cold I’ll tell you it’s black Fell in love once but I was moving too fast When I think of the future I think of the past And I think of the pain like how long it’s gone last Friends and family I’m still all alone Look for the love like I don’t know it’s gone I just wish it here I just wish it shown Fuck it yeah I gotta do it I gotta make it First started rapping I was growing frustrated Now I know it’s takes some patience Mistakes from my past got me so damn hated With a broken heart I will still be the greatest Quote me on that, that’s my big statement Where I be if I made the right decision? If you was me yeah you still wouldn’t get it You don’t know me you ain’t never comprehending Too much pain in my body I don’t know how to end it Life is a struggle but I find a way to live it All this steep shit got a nigga acting vicious Still taking L’s when a nigga out here winning Pray to god even tho a nigga really out here sinning Put my heart up into this music you can hear it in my lyrics Lost my grandma and my pops but I still feel they spirit Thought I saw em in my room swear to god I was tripping Got my mind on this money watch me find a way to get it I don’t really wanna do it but if I got to then I’m stealing Got my heartbroken now a nigga lost his feelings Too much pain up in my body thought her love was about to heal it When you listen to these songs man it’s worth every minute Yeah the picture that I’m painting man I swear to god it’s vivid You just gotta close your eyes and give this shit a listen Loved a lot people that ain’t never loved me back My heart turned cold I’ll tell you it’s black Fell in love once but I was moving too fast When I think of the future I think of the past And I think of the pain like how long it’s gone last Friends and family I’m still all alone Look for the love like I don’t know it’s gone I just wish it here I just wish it shown Loved a lot people that ain’t never loved me back My heart turned cold I’ll tell you it’s black Fell in love once but I was moving too fast When I think of the future I think of the past And I think of the pain like how long it’s gone last Friends and family I’m still all alone Look for the love like I don’t know it’s gone I just wish it here I just wish it shown They said “Shawn where you been yeah you been mia” I don’t fuck with none y'all man move out my way And this bitch do me dirty when I call her my bae I can see it in your eyes you ain’t real man you fake Saw my pops in a coffin and my whole life changed At one point of time I was crying every day Slime shit I wipe yo nose let me tell you we don’t fold Think I’m dying young I’ll never make it till I’m old Everybody gone gotta realize I’m on my own Moms said “keep yo head up” told her “yeah I know” She said “Shawn what happened to smile” She ain’t see it a while I just said “I give a inch now they taking miles” Got me feeling like I’m the bad guy when I’m doing right Ain’t nobody right for me I’m in my bag fuck a wife To feel appreciated I’ll never know what’s it’s like By myself shredding tears in the fucking dark night Empty inside I’m just tryna fill the void Crossing over to the dark side it’s hard to avoid I just wanna be a legend but all the legends dying young You say you love me but you don’t why you lying on yo tongue My heart black nowadays I don’t feel cause I’m numb Bullets flying mommas crying youngins out here dying In the dark I can’t return this shit is horrifying This shit is horrifying Loved a lot people that ain’t never loved me back My heart turned cold I’ll tell you it’s black Fell in love once but I was moving too fast When I think of the future I think of the past And I think of the pain like how long it’s gone last Friends and family I’m still all alone Look for the love like I don’t know it’s gone I just wish it here I just wish it shown Loved a lot people that ain’t never loved me back My heart turned cold I’ll tell you it’s black Fell in love once but I was moving too fast When I think of the future I think of the past And I think of the pain like how long it’s gone last Friends and family I’m still all alone Look for the love like I don’t know it’s gone I just wish it here I just wish it shown