Waking

Packing up but can I leave Can I have a place to go Search for something soothing Lost the tracks up on the road I tried to let 'em go But still I'm sifting through Many broken pieces Still can go fit into truth We can all get in our way Walls and blocks and paper plates Cross the dots and face the day Chronic posture breaks with pain Can I have somewhere to go It's not a miracle Always seems immediate Wonder where my spirit goes The stars that guide my way Must have exploded yesterday Debris and dust drift from the dark Into the depths of my suitcase I had a wish to disappear Disperse into the cosmic deep Drowning in the demons I dredge up When I find time to dream No one is who they seem We all have some place to hide From best intentions and worst decisions To reconcile with the divide So I will stay inside Surrounded my paper plates And wait whatever it takes Until you rip apart my hiding space I never felt so alive Never felt so alive For the very first time For the very first time I never felt so alive Never felt so alive For the very first time For the very first time Yeah Watch them punch and tire themselves Not all of us ride with wealth Our circumference grows and shrinks Some are scared And some will drink Break a pledge, walk off the ledge Just to find what I can be I know there is hope in here Drain the sorrow, drown the fear Black sails up on the sunset Sundown and so we steer The vision isn't clear all the time But that's okay Manifest our own dreams We'll make it through this plague It starts from below, building a blaze That is burning you up and has nowhere to go Beginning to glow, your heart is the bellows Feeding the fire 'til the moment you blow It swallows you whole, sensations swell Sending up smoke and searing your soul You already know this feeling inside You'll certainly die is the only sign that You are alive, you're alive for the very first time Every time could be the last time But I know we will survive 'Cause I never felt more alive And this time won't be the last time Braxy on the beat and by my side Turn up the sound and shout it loud Let it burn you down I never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive Never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive Never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive Never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive Never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive Never felt so alive, never felt so alive For the very first time, until the last time I know that I will survive