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to something you've never seen before.)

It's the rainy days
Versus the endless summer
The place she made
God bless my mother
It's the laws they make
The laws I

the papers
Living in a city
Wage minimum is low
Barely getting by
So you get you a couple more
Jobs jobs jobs
You working all the time
Barely see your family

around and have fun
Without worrying about somebody with a gun
I just wanna live life to the fullest
Please God, don't let me die by a stray bullet
That's

advisory's for the rating
I've already cursed out my family enough to come up in statements
Whether I'm alive tomorrow's all up to the creator
I leave it God's

an exit to escape the way I feel
Everything I had left me dead
Everything I used to want has faded give me death
Family gone family disappeared
Every friend

and the Mardi Gras (Yeah yeah yeah)
First 48 came in to town they see we living hard (They see we living hard)
Get on my knees I gotta pray up to the holy god

with rage
God please bless my family
Watch their steps carefully
I'm getting ill mentally
Epilepsy got enough of me
Happiness was knocking me
My past

forever be grateful for them they know that
My brothers few women in my life family
And most importantly myself
And by the grace of god
Just take a look

Stuck in the front row. Getting head nigga 

I keep it real like it ain’t about the profits
Money on ma mind, you know where the bank is 
Like attention,

the fuck could I believe in
Used to not understand 'em now I'm talking to these demons
Used to ask god why but now I think I see the reason
Can't have my

of shows
Invested in myself I built the platforms
Taken for a joke by a few promoters
I gotta pay my bills I don't need exposure
I talk to God more now I'm

had a son that was one, I ain’t gon’ bother with names
When he grow up, he gon’ hear stories how his father was paid
But know this, we used to chop it

means I can finally be me
I took a vow at seventeen to get it all, I'm starting small
Getting used to always having my back to the wall
Getting used

bullied
Picked on teased and tormented
Not just kids at school
But my own damn sibling
I had 0 self esteem by the time i was 11
Used to write in my journal

another choice in life
Know in mine I've done some wrong just getting right
Trying to keep a smile when I say high barely getting by
Father please forgive

G Pe$o from the 13, and I'm in this bitch alone (Aye)
Writing and recording, hear me turning up on songs
Focused getting rich, so ain't no need

and complacent 
Used to people hating so I gladly embrace
Including family members even though we're related
Never had the patience for a fake conversation

I shine
Addiction to the mission
Now is that time
'Cus we been up in the kitchen
Serving pigeon up with wine
God I’m grateful for the blessings
Only

none of it matter
Wasn't nobody by my side all I hear is the pitter and padder
I know you think you're bad but I swear to god I know I'm badder
Didn't

at the thought we could get it
Getting off to the fake shit
Feeling like we ought to be stars
Just out here dodging the spaceships
My brothers dodging the bullets

Look in the mirror, see the bullshit 
While you lying to the nigga from pulpit 
You niggas ain't shit and I stand by it 
If I say it, I'll do it, I don't

the man I used to be

And everyday is the same
is part of the game, they say
choose a job, choose a family, a career

But I feel stuck in this place
I'm

half empty
Or how all your flings used to be oh-so tempting
There's certain situations can't be fixed by ranting
Own up to your addictions when there's

appreciate god and everything
On the jack with my mom Saturday
Told me stop being distant show my face
And the family they miss you by the way
And I love you I