Lyrics:
when life is short
fuck this fuck that fuck everything
Fuck life I just wanna hang all by my self
While nobody cares about me
Sitting up at 3am on phone
can't even cry no more
After spending my childhood spiraling into dysphoria
By my senior year of high school, I was so jaded
With my mental state
years old. My father played music.
My mother played music. My five brothers played music, and I had two
sisters played music. And I just bought
Colonel Maggie is my friend
She got my self respect right back for me
Colonel Maggie is my friend
With good old motherly sweet sympathy
Flat
By age 16 years old, with a heart full of gold
Everybody watched me going up from zero to hero
The suckers hatin' on me, now are starting to fold
I
Lake, Parts 1-3
Rise up, my love
See the new sun
You'll find someone
Waiting, prone, in your garden
Right underneath your nose
All these girls in
conversations for self and nobody else
Thinkin' they don't understand my thinkin' when I socialize
I need an angel with me for armor
I need accountability,
condition
Beauty!
Before I even begin to be haunted by my old familiar devils
Beauty!
for some reason a light wave emitted an uncountable amount of years ago
arms.
Overwhelmed by my playboy charms
We jumped in the ride rushed to the crib
I ain't gotta explain what we did
Built to last I simply waxed
wasn't leaving
But now in conversation, I correct myself day to day
I still slip up, an old force of habit
Too many brainwashed years of self
chair tied in a suburban drinkin' burban
I'm only three and gotta chip Motorola
A hoochie babysitter with snitches by the stroller
Lyin cryin
Obsessed with tragic [unintelligible, 5 syllables] like Eric Clapton
These are my wild years, I'm trying to enjoy the pain
The euphoria of dying
Toxins
Song: That's Real
Artist: Get Money Committee ft Sir Bean & Rozay
I'ma keep it real with ya
Keep it real with me with me my nigga and I'm still with
I've been having war with myself and
Stingy with my heart
Got to be selfish
Yeah
I think I need to have a conversation
Emotions taking over all my health
do I entertain y'all with my disrespect?
Respectfully (Great John on the beat, by the way)
Lil Nas X gon' catch AIDS and die like Eazy-E (he is)
recall
Concerned it'self with me
Nothing else at all
Yesterday, the moon was blue
And every crazy day brought
Something new to do
I used my magic age
up
Do work, treat rap like a ripped skirt
Sow it up, rep your hood, nigga, throw it up
You'd been standing by my side for years
Sold out concerts,
on the Book I would follow and look till I found my tombless dead.
For Bill was a dainty kind of cuss, and his mind was mighty sot
On a dinky patch with
myself caring way too much about what they said
Like how could they know I never carried conversation
Social anxiety caused by rumination
What's my
on all you criminals! I've got to put you straight
Just like I did with my old man twenty years too late
Your bread and water's going cold, your hair
aura back
I used to be so fucking confident
But these days, I swear that-"
I don't know my self
I don't know myself no more
It's 3:30 Lesley was
music, this my therapy
I put my love into these people and they playing me
Watching days go, I been sitting by myself
I been thinking about my wrongs, ion
the ones
Bet myself and take the plunge
Always power to the people
Faith in Allah, there's no equal
Feel like Kyrie with the needles
Deathrow Records was my
hood's where I reside
Don't need a passenger
I'm always down to ride
Focus on self no expectation for you muthafuckas
Love to my brothers
Tho we don't
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