Retarded Dis Figured Clown
by Blue October

Learning to Love Life by Living through Loss and Mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I am a retard, disfigured clown
dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I am an equal being, of no race or color,
a hallucination, if you will
sneaking into the lives of strangers
and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm, just to feel better
Lyrics submitted by Lisa.