Alexander

I like to read and play Guitar Hero 3 and stuff but im lookin for a girl to see or somebody to talk to. and i live in a foster home and i havent seen my real family in like 5 years. i like to watch scary movies and shows and stuff but most of the time i just sit at home with nothin to do( sorry i dont have a life haha i know right?) anyway i found an amazin gurl on lyrics.com her name is alexandria and shes amazing u know i love her..anyways i am an easy going guy and i think ( not for sure i guess) im Emo. ( wahtever that means right?) and its kewl i like it anyways sometimes i find myself thinking about my life and wonder why its so screwed up u knwo? like my mom is an alcholic my 3 sisters are all messed up with cocaine and drinkin and crap like that/ and just so everyone knows this i never did drugs before and im not goin to cause it tore my family apart ( ~ sniffle) and i hate it.. i hate my family but i love them u know? i like PB and J's ( freakin raised off of it pretty much) and i love eatin cheap crap like bologna sandwiches i was also raised off that caues my family was poor as hell and screwed up that we had like no food for like a week sometimes and it was gay.. i was about to commit suicide but i knew there was another way so i got into trouble with the law and i got taken out of my family ( my realy one, u know the Freakin messed up one? yeah) and i havent seen them since like hmmmm maybe 2006 so its been a while u know? but i always think of suicide cause its an easy way out but not for me. i dont have the guts to kill myself
anyways i told u pretty much the sad life of Alex ok? so please talk to me cause my sad thoughts are getting worse! so plz talk to me k?
i like never check my emails so today is like july 1st, 2009 and i wont like check emails for like another month so in case u want to talk to me u should write me a letter i guess my address goes like this...

Alex McLaughlin
169 north harmon drive
mitchell south dakota
57301